Okay, so, I had a breakdown. Has anyone else ever experienced a breakdown moment were you are so behind with everything?... laundry piling up, dirty dishes piled to the ceiling, sticky floors, food all over the walls and floors, carpet that has not been
vacuumed for weeks, dirty
sippy cups everywhere, toys scattered everywhere, a stinky, messy house
EWE! I had emotions piling up and keeping up with everything finally got to me. I was so tired that I couldn't find the energy to get started on this major project of just catching up on the what seemed to be "The Impossible task." I have never been so behind on house work ever! I usually have a house of order and I don't know how my house fell apart? So my WONDERFUL MOM saved the day! My mom is the best mom in the entire world. She offered to take my kids for a week to give me a break so I could catch up on my house and also take time for myself. I felt guilty because I felt that I was being selfish to want some time for myself but she talked me into it. My mom was also very excited to spend time with my boys because she doesn't see them that often. Last
Friday Zac met my mom and Robert in
Salina and she took them home with her. (Thank you Zac for taking them and being so patient with me and not complaining. Sorry you couldn't get up on the mountain for your hunt and early as you wanted to.) It is now
Tuesday night and I have finally caught up on my house and I have been able to take time for myself as well. Thank you mom!!! I have
scrubbed every corner of my house, walls, windows, blinds, my
disgusting fridge, my carpets are the cleanest they have ever been, I cleaned every toy my kids own and organized their room, I ironed all of their clothes and put their clothes into their own
dressers, my bathrooms are
spotless, my furniture is free of dust, I scrubbed and polished my kitchen table and all the chairs, the list goes on and on.... Needless to say, having a clean spotless house is so rewarding for me. I just feel so much more at ease when my house is organized and clean, I really hope it stays that way for awhile. I will never fall behind again. Some other very nice things that I was able to do was, I went to Stake Conference and was able to listen to all of the talks and take it all in. I loved it! The adult session was amazing. I went for a hike with Kristy to the Red Cliffs, that was so much fun. I also went and did a session today at the temple with
Zac, that was fabulous! I need to make a bigger effort to go there more often. I called my mom everyday, several times a day. She is the best Grandma to
Easton and
Jaxon. She put everything she had going on aside so she could help me. I am so lucky to have her in my life. I have the best mom in the entire world. Also, I miss my kids terribly!!!! I am going to go get them tomorrow and I can't wait to see them. They are my joy in life!!! I can't wait to hug and kiss them both!!!
